Wow, it´s half may and almost the end of the school year. The exams are almost here and soon all the students will just enter the panic mode. It´ll be hard days and nights before every exam as you study and study and it just doesn´t seem to be enought. You start reading all the books and the notes again, start trying to remamber explanations made months ago that you forgot and that now seem so important that you don´t understand things without them. It´s time to phone friends and pass hours speaking on phone, explaing things...
You go to sleep as late as possible as you have to study just a little bit more amd you wake up as soon as possible, and you start studying half sleeping.You take breaks just to go at bathroom, you eat while reading your notes, underlining thing and memorising.
You never leave your room, start looking more and more as a vampire. You stopped hearing your mother calling you to eat and she stopped doing it, now she just brings you food and leaves it on the table next to the stack of books and notes that you still didn´t reach and you have to start reading . You go to sleep thinking about all the thing you still have to learn, about the little time left untill the exams; you dream about studying, about the exams about the future and you wake up still thinking about studying, with one day less left untill the exams.
It seems to you that you aren´t going nowhere, that even you study and study you just can´t finish it. There´s always so much studying to do. You try to concentrate but it´s so hard and you´re so tired thet you just can´t do it anymore. You take a break, but you can stop thinking about studying so you get back to it.You see people outside, enjoying the beautiful days and start hating them for being able to do it while you have to sit there studying. You wish that instead of the sun it would rain. You think that that it would really help you. Maybe it would.